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I must admit, it’s been tough getting back in the groove here at Technology for Living. First, there was the future-posts. That instigated a micro-burnout in-and-of itself. The craziness and absence of the habit of writing put more distance between myself and this, which has been my passion for quite some time now.
When I realized that there was more going on than just being a little tired and rusty, I knew that I had to haul it out and have a look at it. What I found was interesting.
There was a part of me that liked having a little extra time to do absolutely nothing. There was a part of me that was remorseful that the quality of this blog has been sub-par. There was a part of me that still had a bad taste in its mouth from my frenzied writing spree. A large part of me is simply tired of the fight. Tired of trying to mediate all these disparate elements. Tired of the struggle to be the best I can possibly be.
When that part of me has had its say, another part of me quietly comes to its feet. It speaks of the exhilaration and joy that this blog has brought me, from the beginning up through today. It reminds me that I’m not simply doing this blog for personal gratification. I am an active agent of the Force (or Divine Will, God, The Is, you name it). To give over to whining and fussing about a few bumps in the road would not only cheapen what I do, it would be tantamount to betrayal both of myself and of my purpose. Why do I keep fighting? I do so because while the path may become difficult, to leave it would be unthinkable.
